So, Magic didn't make it. If you want to read about the deatails, go to VGRandom, my main blog. We thought he was fine, but he developed complications from the second surgery, and we had to let him go.
That was not the only bad thing to happen. I was mostly into grieving, and I was sick with the flu at the same time all this was going on, so that made it worse - I would cry, and then throw up. It was ugly.
There was a big upheaval at work, and then the mother of one of the people most closely involved died.
I can't think of anything I'm avoiding. I guess I'm thinking about getting a puppy, but I'm avoiding making a decision as to "when". But it is when, and not "if". I do want another puppy, I want another Saint Bernard puppy. Probably a female this time, just so I am not comparing her to Magic all the time.
I am trying not to beat myself up anymore for Magic dying.
Hopefully I will feel better soon.
Earlier in the week, Ken got me more cute shirts - that was my weekly gift.
I don't really care about that much, at the moment.
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